I'm floating now

You were not my friend you were my anchor all you did was hurt me an hold me down.

When I tried to get back up you would just pull me back down.

You drowned me

You don't deserve me to ever even call you a friend, all you were was an anchor

I'm free now!

I am no longer drowning or being brought down!

I am floating and I will never be brought down!!!!

Questions

When you really like someone should you feel nerves and self-conscious about what you say or should you be awestruck but still be able to act like yourself?

Dirty Little Secrets

I want to tell him...
After a year and a half I just want to burst

I want to tell him, truly I do

If he says no then fine no more worrying but if he says yes no more wishing

I guess that's a positive way to look at it

But the issue is how do I go and tell him without looking like a complete creep?!??

Respect

I have a blog, a blog that is out there for 7 billion(?) people to see.
Most of the people that read this have no idea who I am and who the people I talk about are, but there is a rare chance that someone that I know will find my blog and you know what, I'm okay with that.
This is my opinion, my personal truth and I'm posting it because I want to share what goes on in my weird head.

Though I'm okay with sharing my opinions of people, some people might not like what I have to say about them (EX. Him, The B) and I respect that.
That is the the reason why I made nicknames


So when some one (AKA The B ) Decides to use my name (And several of my friends AND Him's) on her blog I get really pissed off. How can someone have no common decency and just decide to drag people's names through the mud!?!? And don't forget she sent the link to her blog to half the school!

I have no idea how she can live with herself knowing and willing (After being repeatedly asked to stop) doing this.

Go rot in hell....

Well you're a female dog

Yes that was meant to say bitch.... Autocorrect....

I don't know what to do my ex-best friend is a bitch (The B is now her name on my blog until further notice)

I came to terms with that a couple months ago but even without direct vocal contact she seems to prove her bitchiness again

Let me explain

If you read my True Love? Post then you would know allll about him if not here's the rundown

I've been in my version of love with 'him' for around the last year and a half and all my friends know it (even some people that I didn't tell) 

And if anyone says anything about this being a stupid reason to be pissed at someone, trust me I told you half the shit she put me through you would get it

So we're all sitting where we always do and doesn't she start a conversation with  one of my other friends about him and she was telling a story of how she pretty much flirted with him....

It's not that that I'm possessive over him,  I didn't give a flying fuck when he had a girlfriend when I first knew him but its the fact that someone I used to be my best friend openly admitted that she pretty much flirted with him while fucken giggling her airhead off 

Ahhhhh

#aggravated