I do

So this is the point where you decide that I'm absolutely crazy and need some kind of help...

Are you ready for it?

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I already have majority of my wedding speech planned.....

Guys I'm not even dating anyone!!!

Anyways this is what I have so far

"As a teen I was always fascinated by werewolves, I loved everything about them. But the one thing that stood above all was the fact that they had a mate; Someone who was made just for you. Now that I'm older I have came to the realization that werewolves don't exist but mates do, and I am so happy that I was able to find mine"

I feel like this is creepy... Who the hell sets there vows years in advance?!?!

Sure I might add a couple tidbits that relate to the guy but somehow at 16 I have the majority of my wedding speech done.....

Am I the only crazy one?

Till death do us part...

I don't know how I feel about death so I decided to do a list of what I do know

•it's one of the few things in life that is 100000% guaranteed

•not fair at all!!

• unpredictable

• hurts

And that's about it...

Death is actually very similar to snow when you think about it; no two deaths are exactly alike and I think that's what scares us the most.... 

Love And Money

Lets make this quick I know everybody says that money can't buy happiness but I have a question

Can your want for things help replace affection, when affection is lacking?

Olympic Joy!

The olympics are done and I just wanted to talk about them for a sec 

But first of all I'm blogging on the bus. What is life?!?!

But back to the Olympics, the Olympics have a way to bring country's together despite what's going on and play with each other in a bunch of games. 

Why is this only every 2 years?? I feel like it should occur every 6 months 

Every year we should have a winter and a summer. 

But then the question is by having it so often will that diminish the way that we feel about it?

We still get excited for the playoffs and the Superbowl, so why would this be any different?

Personally I feel like the Olympics are a great way to bring people together, you should of seen my school. We all were watching the Women's Canada vs USA gold metal games. We were all scared, we were all cheering, we were all hoping. And then at the end of the game, when we got up after that 2-0 loss, everybody stood up put our arms over the others shoulder and sang O'Canada

All internal conflict was put on hold as we stood together for a moment of pride. And these little things are the biggest win for the whole game

True Love?

I don't know if I'm ever gonna post on this blog again but for some reason I feel like I need to get this out there because I don't know what to do about it anymore.
I'm in love (I think)
I really don't know what love is do I?
I'm just a naive 16 year old who's had multiple crushes through out the years  (Fun Fact: They all have had very nice hair….)
But with HIM (That's his new nickname) it's different
I think its extremely weird especially because we've had one conversation since September…..#StalkerStatus?
It's not as creepy as it sounds I mean I didn't even know that he existed until grade 10 when we had a couple classes together
But yeah…. When I see him I can't help but smile, both inside and out
I also get super nervous around him, that one conversation we had, I almost started crying with the fact that he came up to me in the halls to ask ME!! something.
I love the way he laughs and the way his smile can light up a whole room
and the fact that he doesn't limit to one social group, yeah he hangs out with the "Cool" kids but he is also really good friends with the "not so cool kids"
His enthusiasm about cars and little things in general just makes me smile
and he's just so nice, and funny, and smart, and aghhhh
and yeah…
So if this isn't real love than that's ok but is the strongest feeling that I've ever felt for someone so I'm somewhat ok with calling it love, I mean its not that far fetched is it?
 Isn't there that thing that says that by the time your 16 odds are you already met the person you are going to marry?






But even after all that, I don't think this is something that I would ever say to his face, so you know if you want you can come chill with me in my forever alone corner :)