True Love?

I don't know if I'm ever gonna post on this blog again but for some reason I feel like I need to get this out there because I don't know what to do about it anymore.
I'm in love (I think)
I really don't know what love is do I?
I'm just a naive 16 year old who's had multiple crushes through out the years  (Fun Fact: They all have had very nice hair….)
But with HIM (That's his new nickname) it's different
I think its extremely weird especially because we've had one conversation since September…..#StalkerStatus?
It's not as creepy as it sounds I mean I didn't even know that he existed until grade 10 when we had a couple classes together
But yeah…. When I see him I can't help but smile, both inside and out
I also get super nervous around him, that one conversation we had, I almost started crying with the fact that he came up to me in the halls to ask ME!! something.
I love the way he laughs and the way his smile can light up a whole room
and the fact that he doesn't limit to one social group, yeah he hangs out with the "Cool" kids but he is also really good friends with the "not so cool kids"
His enthusiasm about cars and little things in general just makes me smile
and he's just so nice, and funny, and smart, and aghhhh
and yeah…
So if this isn't real love than that's ok but is the strongest feeling that I've ever felt for someone so I'm somewhat ok with calling it love, I mean its not that far fetched is it?
 Isn't there that thing that says that by the time your 16 odds are you already met the person you are going to marry?






But even after all that, I don't think this is something that I would ever say to his face, so you know if you want you can come chill with me in my forever alone corner :)